Blue.

Hey there, the beautiful girl with blue eyes and blue hair,

Your white dress was torn,

And your hair chopped,

You were broken and I held your hand,

The most beautiful smile I've ever seen,

And you whispered those words,

"I will always love you,"

Well, guess what?

I love you too.
And I will, always.

Am I crazy?
Or is this more than just a coincidence?

A dream I've had 6 years ago.
Still burnt into my mind.
Today.

And then you came.

JUST FUCKING KILL ME KILL ME I WANT TO DIE KILL ME UGH GOD LET ME DIE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I JUST WANNA DIE KILL ME FUCK THIS WORLD IVE HAD ENOUGH OF ALL THE LIES THE FUCKING LIES THE FUCKING PROMISES KILL ME I WANT TO DIE GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I JUST WANT TO END THIS ALL JUST KILL ME PLEASE END MY MISERY DESTROY ME FUCK I JUST WANT TO DIE UGH GOD ALL OF YOU OUT THERE SMILING YOUR HEARTS AWAY KILL ME JUST GOD PLEASE JUST KILL ME RIGHT NOW I WANT TO DIE FUCK TAKE IT ALL AWAY END ALL MY PAIN FUCKING KILL ME RIGHT NOW GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I WANT TO DIE I WANT TO DIE SO BADLY NO ONE GETS IT AT ALL EVERYONE WANTS ME AWAY I SHOULD JUST DIE NO ONE WANTS ME AROUND FUCKING HELL JUST KILL ME SHIT LET ME DIE FUCK FUCK FUCK AHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Misery.

You've ended it.

Now I hope you're happy.

Go and /be/ happy.

You've made your choice.

Remember that promise.

My phone will be next to me, every night.

I'll wait.

Understand Me.

You've done all the listening,
And so have I,
Comprehend something,
About you and I,

I love you,
And you love me too,
You love him,
But before you sleep, you're calling two,
Thinking of two,
Or maybe just one,
And your mind just goes undone,

If you leave me,
It'll rain,
If you leave him,
It, too, will rain,
But if you stay,
You might lose both instead,

One or the other,
A large storm,
If he ever knew,
It'd hurt all of us, we'd be torn,

Understand me,
I've loved you for five years,
Understand we,
I don't think we've ever understood others,
As much as we've ever understood one another,
More than anyone else has, ever,

Tough times now gone,
The past has both of us to haunt,

Please.
I would love to say "please come home",
But there isn't a home but a broken one,
Whats missing? You, my only one,
A security that we wish to succumb,
An understanding that no one else can numb,

[K].

I love you. Please, just... Please.

I'll stay. For you.

[K]

Sway.

The strangest feeling I get,
Is when I talk to you,
A calm I have never experienced,
In so long.

This is what I signed up for,
I didn't have to be with you,
Though that's what I'm looking for,
Hearing your happy voice again, true,

I haven't smiled so large since that day,
Needless to say, you make me feel okay,
I'm taking it slow, though it blows,
The enemy within, I'm slaying all my foes,
And I'll just go with the flow,

There's no more rush in my soul.

Thank you for making my heart feel like solid gold.

[K].

I just can't help it, I love you.

Secret.

I got myself a dirty little secret,
Something that I won't tell anyone.

I don't wanna share it with anyone else,
Its just you and I and no one else,

You know how you feel and so do I,
We never follow whats right in others' eyes.